I have no excuses. We should have had our home study done 2 months ago. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I feel that it's just delaying the inevitable fact that this won't happen for us. For some reason I've pretty much given up hope of having this warm little bundle in my arms that's all mine and I just can't make myself rush towards that inevitability. I know I shouldn't be so pessimistic but with the way the last few months have gone for us I can't help but be a little blue about this process. I should start reading more books to get myself more excited. In the mean time I will focus on work and possibly obtaining my masters degree.
Hopefully I'll have more news soon.
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